Not sure what to do here!............lost my dog 17 months ago,he was 14, had him since he was 10 weeks old, broke my heart to lose him, still miss him! he had been diabetic for about 5 years, such hard going, couldn't leave him for more than an hour or two, didn't have a holiday at all in that time, my oh works away from home, and I miss the company, but am not sure about having another dog, I suppose I'm afraid that when it becomes older I'll have to cope with simiiar problems again!.....have seen a little puppy that I'm really interested in!.............but not sure whether to commit to adopting her!.......what do you all think?.................