Oh Sparkles, i write this with tears in my eyes. I know how it feels to lose our wonderful friend so unexpectedly. Shock is the first thing and then the "what ifs". At least you know he wasnt alone when he went peacefully away. You got him help as soon as you could there was nothing more you could have done. I loved the poem and it bought thoughts of my dear dog, Amber who died while I was on holiday nearly three years ago. When they are ill for a while you try and get ready for it but never do. But when taken like this it is such a shock. Remember him as he was , happy, wagging his tail and all the love you gave each other. He will never leave your side.....ever.!
Brenda xxxxxxxxxxxx