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Again, thank you all for your sympathy. Chappie, that was a lovely story - I must admit, I'd have done the same. I'm a complete softie when it comes to cats! I've got 2 dogs as well, and I love them both, but cats have a special place in my heart.
I've just been out for a walk round the farm and I can't believe that Monty has gone - I half expect him to come running up to me, or jump over the drystone wall from the field over the road. He used to love playing by the pond, chasing dragonflies and he'd follow me and the dogs when we went out for our afternoon walk round the fields. K. Jnr has been great - he dug Monty's grave for me, next to the summerhouse, where he used to doze in the sunshine and we've put a big granite slab over it. There's a little statue, too, of a mother cat and her kitten, that used to be by the front door, but I thought it would be fitting on Monty's grave. I've missed him so much this last couple of weeks while he's been at the vet's, snuggling up next to me in bed (he was the only one of the 5 who used to get under the duvet & rest his head on my shoulder & lay there all night with me) and I'm going to miss him even more now. At least he was home with us on Thursday and Friday night. I still can't believe he's gone.