cliffsgirl, why do you say your time is coming to an end? That sounds a bit dramatic. I'm sure those who know you on here will indeed miss you. I have no idea if you are getting banned or not or why, but if you are then perhaps there is something you are doing that the ed doesn't like or goes against the rules. But please, don't let something like the AB get you down, it is only a meeting of minds in cyberspace after all, not something that should affect your life to any huge extent. Personally, I can't remember ever seeing anything from you that was offensive, but I haven't been on a lot recently as I've been in hospital. I hope you do stay on here with us as I have read a few of your replies in the past and there was nothing at all wrong with them, they were perfectly good, nice replies and we shouldn't lose good people, just those who are abusive to other ABers. So I wish you well and hope you do stay. Big hug :o)