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Atheist: Well that's certainly an honest self-assessment :0)
I think a lot of people approach poetry (& all art for that matter) as though it was some kind of 'problem' which needs to be 'solved'. You are the kind of person whom A.K. would love to 'speak' to I think.
He has a kind of 'tough-guy' demeanour, hates the namby-pamby, but loves the sound of language with its rhythms & cadences. Of one of his earlier books it was said, "His work is a modernist swirl of sex, surrealism, urban life and melancholy with a jazzy backbeat".
This poem is mostly about a middle-aged man, himself, in a N.Y. supermarket/ store with Witney Houston blaring out over the speakers and musing over the fact that as an 'adult male' he's spent a lot of time in his life wandering around the aisles next a strange array of women fellow shoppers, he feels a little ashamed of the fact that he's "about to weep among the avocados and citrus fruits in a vast overlit room next to a bosomy Cuban grandma with her sparkly extravagant eyewear".
He goes on to think about the woman writing these songs & imagines her, " Sitting alone in her studio all day, shades drawn, two cats, writing these songs of tortured love".
That's poetry not prose, - marvelous!
Why don't you try reading it once more, - out loud & unhurriedly & listen again?
Well you did ask!