The Toys
Coventry Patmore
My little Son, who look�d from thoughtful eyes
And moved and spoke in quiet grown-up wise,
Having my law the seventh time disobey�d,
I struck him, and dismiss�d
With hard words and unkiss�d,
�His Mother, who was patient, being dead.
Then, fearing lest his grief should hinder sleep,
I visited his bed,
But found him slumbering deep,
With darken�d eyelids, and their lashes yet
From his late sobbing wet.
And I, with moan,
Kissing away his tears, left others of my own;
For, on a table drawn beside his head,
He had put, within his reach,
A box of counters and a red-vein�d stone,
A piece of glass abraded by the beach,
And six or seven shells,
A bottle with bluebells,
And two French copper coins, ranged there with careful art,
To comfort his sad heart.
So when that night I pray�d
To God, I wept, and said:
Ah, when at last we lie with tranc�d breath,
Not vexing Thee in death,
And Thou rememberest of what toys
We made our joys,
How weakly understood
Thy great commanded good,
Then, fatherly not less
Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay,
Thou�lt leave Thy wrath, and say,
�I will be sorry for their childishness.�