Some of you, well a lot of you, know my personal circumstances re my recent loss but today I feel as though I am on cloud 9. I hope this is not just a one off and that this feeling can keep going on as it feels wonderful. Last week when the headstone went on Sylvia's grave it was as though the whole world had fallen down on me as though it was the final act. But somehow, today, everything seems so much better. Do you think I may be turning the corner with regard to the grieving process or is it too soon to be thinking that way?
I know what Sqad means...for some reason when someone dies I just go into practical mode and by the time everything is sorted it seems too late... But its ok to have good days they just become more and more frequent until life is more good than bad the worse thing is feeling guilty when you find yourself laughing