Painless Suicide

[bubbly2000]

Any suggestions.....I need it to look like natural causes so my family won't be as heartbroken...Don't judge, just help...please

[grasscarp]

If you care about your family then you must know that losing you is going to ruin their lives. You need to sort out what is making you feel so bad. Make 1014 a new start. Good luck. As Methyl says the Samaritans are always there. And this site is 24/7 too.

[viali]

Yes Samaritans are the people to talk too..
My brother was in this situation but luckily he realised that life however bad it is for you at this moment is always worth living especially as it appears you have loving family who would miss you..
Sending you positive loving energy !!

[Cloverjo]

I just wanted to add to the pleas not to do it. I'm not judging. I genuinely don't want you to do this. Your family would be heartbroken. However bad things seem now, they will get better or at least seem less bad in time. Good luck.

[kloofnek]

A few years ago,I suffered with depression and felt just like you do....but then I thought about my family,the heartbreak it would cause them.I ended up seeing a psyciatrict(I know it is spelt wrong) nurse who was wonderful,she just let me offload onto her and bit by bit I came off antidepressants and am now great...takes time ...but worth it.Do you know what is causing your depression....that is half the battle to getting well again.
We are all hoping you get over this bad period in your life and that 2014 will be good to you. xx

[RATTER15]

It will never look like natural causes. Your family will be heartbroken!

A close member of my family committed suicide, it totally destroyed all of us, we came to terms with it but we all blamed ourselves for not knowing there was such an issue worth dying over. You family will do the same.

Get help now!

[atalanta]

If one of us did know of a way of doing this, I don't think we should tell, since some criminal might read it, and use the method to commit an undetectable murder.

[boxtops]

Think of your children, bubbly - 12 and 17 from your posts earlier this year - it would devastate them if you weren't here. Not judging, but seek help. It's there for you.

[emmie]

seek out the Samaritans if in UK, sure someone will let you have the phone number, link to them...

[emmie]

from their website

"I always know their telephone helpline is there anytime. I only ever needed it once in my life but it was a life-saver."

The quickest way to contact us and get a response is by phone.

UK: 08457 90 90 90

ROI: 1850 60 90 90

[bednobs]

bubbly what you are asking is imposible. I cannot think of a single way of suicide that would be painless (although the pain would only be brief in most cases)

[emmie]

your family will be heartbroken, so will friends, and anyone else you know well please ring the number i posted...

[Purple_Popple]

Hi Bubbly, although you do not appear to fit your username ? What has made you feel this way ? Please get off this train of thought, it does no one any good. What will your lovely children do as they need you in their life now and always ! What would your Koi Carp do ? They need you to to feed them and keep them healthy, come on here and vent all you want to us, we are great listeners and you are not alone. Sending positive thoughts your way.

[puzzled54]

Bubbly, please post and let us know what is happening, are you ok? do you need to talk?

[Scarlett]

This song has helped a lot of people xx

[beezaneez]

do not be so selfish !!!! i feel the same most days but my young brother killed himself 2 years ago and he has left 3 lovely heartbroken kids behind, its pure selfishness to think like that. and also please watch this video before you make any decision !! http://youtu.be/w-v1Fppjlvc

[beezaneez]

theres more on near death expiriences and what lies ahead for anyone who is selfish enough to kill themselves, this is my opinion , these people cannot all be making it up !!! please think about it. http://youtu.be/xRSjzY0s0SM

[sara3]

you have a 12/13 yr old child. you need to talk to someone professional about how you're feeling.

[bubbly2000]

Firstly, I need to say thank-you, and although far from feeling well, I am trying to put things in perspective. I am sad, feel despair and can only see darkness most of the time. The thing that puzzles me is that I have no reason to feel like this. I have nice kids, a good career, nice home, no money worries/debt etc etc, but what I don't have is control over these feelings that take me to the darkest places. It frightens me. I don't wish to hurt anyone, it crushes me to think how it would affect my family. Also what Atalanta said gave me food for thought....Beezaneez, I can assure you, normally I am the most unselfish person. I know there are people far worse off than me. I couldn't bear to bother anyone, people have their own problems to deal with. What would I say anyway when I haven't got a clue what's wrong. I just pray when I go to bed that I don't wake, then I cry in the morning when I do. It's a lonely existence and pretending all is well can be exhausting. Today is a better day and I can think rationally, however, I am afraid of tomorrow and so on and so forth. Thank-you again