How long does it take to forget a loved one?
10 years, 20 years or maybe never
You would have been 51 today, but I was only loaned you for 5
Sleep tight little one til we meet again
I am so sad to read your post Maggie, and as you say, children are not 'ours', they are loaned to us for a short time, and in your case, that short time was much much too short.
You can never forget a loved one and that is how it should be. No matter how short their time with you the memories stay forever, you just learn to cope. My heart goes out to you.