Some of us (and I suspect you might be included in this, anne) are only scared or worried by the affect our deaths will have on our loved ones. Knowing that my dearest partner of 50 years would cope with my death isn’t much comfort; she would be utterly distraught, and lonely.
All I can hope is that I will outlive her, so that I can carry the distress and loneliness for her.
For her, I wish a peaceful, gentle death, like yo