Should I Commit Suicide Since My Trouble Has Just Increased?

[Cjnix]

I have been struggling with eczema for the past two years and my trouble just increased officially when my mom asked me what I want for Christmas and I told her that I want a ps5 and she told me that they're sold out. I then asked about online and she told me that they're sold out online too. I want to commit suicide because I can't even get what I want for Christmas in addition to the other issue of never-ending eczema. I going to be stuck with a ps4 forever because whenever the ps5 is available it is always going to be too expensive for my mom to buy and or sold out. I just thought that getting a ps5 for Christmas would be something good that would happen so that I can at least have a reason to not feel anxious,depressed, and suicidal even while suffering from never-ending eczema.

[Bobbisox1]

Just an exchange between Gully and me Pasta
Zapppp ( again )

[THECORBYLOON]

Soz MOZZ, didn't see your earlier post about his being active.

[Barmaid]

The OP is asking whether he should kill himself.

OP please call someone such as the Samaritans.

Are you in the UK or the US?

[Mozz71]

No worries Corby.

[Bobbisox1]

Where’s the over zealous Mod now then?

[ABSpareEditor]

This is not an appropriate thread to have a little chat about how The AnswerBank moderation is. Obviously this thread is sensitive, let the moderators do what they feel is best. If you have a problem then email me directly.

[anneasquith]

Only my opinion. Do not give any advice .only a professional person can advise the op.

[wolf63]

I agree, Anne.

I have had mental health problems for over 40 years - I am 58.
In that time I have 'suffered' from many thoughtless or cruel comments. I have thick skin and most of the time such comments are easily ignored. But a couple of the comments have had a deep impact on my already fragile mental health and caused me to relapse at a time where I was getting better.

I laugh and joke about mental health, some things that I have done over the years seem to be sensible at the time, but looking back I can see where I lost the plot.

Nobody knows what is going on in a person's head and as so many posts have been removed I can only assume that none of you have been in a really bad place and wanted help.

Cjnix - if you are seriously considering killing yourself over this issue I suggest that talking to your doctor is a good place to start so that you can work out what is really important in life and what is of no real importance.

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[pixie374]

I agree, wolf, although also, it may not be that rational. It could be a treatable chemical imbalance and so on... In any case, cjnix needs proper help.

[anneasquith]

Unfortunately Susan, if you had a ( bad heart) you would have received nothing but sympathy . We are not as accepting of mental health issues as we think we are . Keep well.

[pat2604]

At 74, I can honestly say my mental health problems started very early in life. I struggled with chronic anxiety. I present, apparently, as an extremely confident happy person, which pleases me. Only very close friends and family and medics know otherwise. A lot of people must be the same. It's very difficult to give advice, but nice of people to try. Some people just don't understand - but how could they? So it's good to be kind.

[pastafreak]

Snap Lottie...no one knows what's going on inside me. And I don't often bare my soul to people either. I've learned not to. Even the former Mr Pasta didn't know...not that I never tried explaining to him.
I can remember my first panic attack as if it was yesterday...it will stay with me forever.

[Mamyalynne]

It's often the copers, the organisers, the ones people turn to for advice that suffer anxiety the most.

Never quite feeling able to say 'I need help too'.

Been there, done that.

Kindness is free.

[pat2604]

We often seem quite similar in many ways Pasta. Same age too! X

[pat2604]

Mamya. Quite true. I am organised and coper andcsomeone everyone turns too. One of my past GPS told me what youngsters written? And one of my counsellors told me I would make a really good counselling. But I can't counsel myself and that is a huge problem!