I just simply needed to have a very rare screaming fit and simply felyt the urge to be heard by somebody, somewhere......ok, I've now done it so please all do carry on with what you were all doing - and forget me - but I really feel so better for sharing all my pent up frustrations.
Next time you want a sceaming fit, find a tree somwhere isolated, and have a good scream at that, 'A Screaming Tree', so theraputic, and they don't mind.