Hi bexste :o)
You are not alone. I have been eating a low GI diet for the past 2 1/2 weeks. I lost 3lbs, put back on 5lbs a few days later, now can't seem to lose anything!! I'm trying not to look on it so much as a diet but that we (hubby and I) are changing the way we eat for good now and hope that we lose some weight in the process!!
I hate the way I look so much I can only just bare to look at myself in the mirror.
I started doing my exercise DVD again today after managing to put it off for 3 weeks!! so do understand it's hard to get motivated but unfortunatly if you want to lose weight your going to have to put the effort in and prehaps weightwatchers isn't the way to go as you are trying to avoid going lol If your hearts not in it your going to find it very hard to lose weight.
I think the only way to do it is to eat sensibly and exercise, exercise, exercise. I would seriously try to find an alternative to WW if you hate going that much.
Good Luck, I know it's hard but you can do it :o)