Kmao it DEFINELTEY takes practice, its took me three years to get to this stage lmao! I have the same thoughts as you trinny. I'm seriously considering goin out there when my baby's born and renovating an old barn somewhere picturesque. Sounds mad but the fact is french is my second language and that isn't so mad. I really hope you're feelin better now i have some rough days too but friends and family are always there :o) x
My baby is due in june/july trinny and i'm petrified of childbirth lol but i'm not too posh to push! Maybe we could both renovate a place in the same town !? Lmao
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dont take this the wrong way but mabye you should get some anti depressents , might help for a bit or think about what u want to change in your life and make some steps to do so x