I have actuallyh started to form a theory here, i think that there are a number of users on ab that are now posting (in grey names) that have been just waiting for a chance to cause bother or be intimidating, but that is another part of my brain working, Agent Smith, take a recount of the stuff you are content with and chuck the doubts away.
i have never strayed from the fact that i am rugeleyboy? cant a person post a question regarding anything about themselves on here? i have no doubts, i dont know if you read it properly but i am quite contented in my life?
if i have to break it down for you............ i am happily married , i have 2 beautiful children, , we have a nice car, my business is ok and i have a couple of quid in my pocket,i have a small portfolio of property that i shall be using as a pension so me and the wife's future's are pretty much sorted aswell (god willing)............... but most importantly my fridge is full?
but as the begining of the question said............... i still feel a little bit lost?
I would imagine even multi millionaires feel a bit lost, i suppose the more you have the more you want, the trick is to be content with what you have as their are always people a lot worse off xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Agent smith know exactly what your talking about, i havea husband i adore a beautiful daughter, nice car, home etc. sometimes i feel so lucky, yet now and again i wonder if i should have done more. i sometimes wonder whether it just comes with age!
Ruge, I know exactly what you mean, our lives are very similar, in that I am happily married, two boys, properties, money, investments, but still think sometimes, what if, or why, can't explain it though, we will have to chat about it via e-mail, Ray
lol ruge, i wasn't even close to meaning you at all i was meaning this lot of trolls that have been rather prolific on here this weekend, and one in particular seemed to be on this threaqd, but my advice to you was well intentioned too , another case of forgetting the smiley, no animosity towards you intended whatsoever you're one of the good guys. ; ))
Never, because I am not content with my life yet ! Boo hoo...I feel so envious of you all with your lovely families etc....Please count your blessings !
Hope this doesnt sound too airy fairy but I think that lost feeling might be something to do with neglecting our spiritual needs. We've got all the material and superficial stuff in place, the house, the car, the pension etc but there's still that feeling that we're missing the point of something somewhere. You hear people say it when they find God, see the light, find themselves and all that. They say "I always felt there was something else that I was just not getting but then I found Jesus, Allah, Guru Maharaji, Bagwan Rajneesh, Buddha etc and I felt whole for the first time in my life". Could that be it d'ya think?