Domestic Violence

[FEELINLOST]

If you have been with someone for 10 years and its been a rocky relationship because of the things you have done, what do u do?

I met my partner at a young age and did a lot of lying at the beginning and really wasn't a good person. I have hurt my partner a number of times and he has stuck by me through thick and thin.

In the past 5 or 6 years if I have done things which have upset him or made him angry it will result in violence on occassion.

I'm close to my partners family but really don't know how to handle the situation anymore. Am I being selfish as really I have hurt my partner emotionaly and yet he has stayed with me but now I can no longer face the violence and feel scared and confused.
Do I really deserve this despite what I have done to my partner?

Any advice please-thank you

[coffeeman]

In a relationship...

No one deserves violence ...