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DEL,
Trust me that you are not alone with Apeirophobia.It started when I was a young child 4 or 5 yrs. Coudn't tell why I would have a strange dream then I would wake up horrified with anxiety that If I moved I would fall for infinity. Or to get the same distress I use to dream and see an infinitly large or infinitly small amount of something that I could not identify and be surounded by it, then wake up in sheer horror and be terrorized it was still around me for hours. I guess it was to much for my young mind to take in.
It went away for a while until I was 16 and had a fever. I woke up with the same kinda fear that I had at 5 and cringed about the same. Then it stopped happening to me until January of 2006. I had my first "panic attack" in a class I was attending for the military. Ever since then the horrible and nervous confusion of those dreams now affects me throughout the day. I imagine or dream about the size of the universe or about me trying to walk through a doorway just to find myself back trying to walk through it again. It continues like that for and infinite loop until i either have a panic attack or take sleeping pills and pass out. Only to be waken the next day still clouded minded and nervous about what happened. There are other instances that trigger my fear of infinty. i am now taking Paxil and it has relived some the occurences or atleast the severity of them.
If you want to talk about it more just email me.