I did not go for a walk, because it was a bit too cold. Instead i lay down on my bed and thought of the old crossroads, and all the good stuff he talked about. I thought about what my life used to be before i became addicted to Demerol, and then i thought about my friend. And it was thinking about my friend that helped aid my desicion. He would have wanted me to sort my life out, and so thats what i am going to do. Firstly i would like to thank you all for the good times we had, and apolagise for the bad. And secondly i would like to comfirm that next friday, i will be here and i will update you, as i will continue to update you on my progress until i am clean or until you are satisfied. Thank you aprilis for making me realise what to do. And thank you to the other answerbankers who have offered their support. I will give answerbank one last shot. If this is not succsessfull, crossroads will only appear on occasions to post updates and such. I hope i may be allowed to make a fresh start, and rebuild the character of the old crossroads. Thank you all for your time, and please give me a chance to start again. Crossroads. [: )]
I wish you all the best Crossroads. Get better and keep us informed. You may need some help, but a few cranks aside most of us on here will try encourage you if you feel you need support.
Good on you crossroads, take a few brisk laps around the cemetery, AB will always be here. Don't agonise too long about leaving AB. You can leave AB and still post on it, ffs man this is 21st century Britain not the dark ages. Try leaving until about 10pm then see how you feel ? All my love, and big big {{{hugs}}}