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Hi Louisa, I had counselling for a couple of year, up until a couple of months ago, I kinda realise now that it was making me much worse about everything, the anger, the eating problems, everything. and I'd rather not go back.
And my boyfriend is pretty much in the same position as me, he moved up about 200 miles to live with me and my family. he doesn't know anyone outside of work, and I've tried getting on with everyone at work, but they're so different from me, and don't want to know, even if they did I'd spent nights awake going through conversations and things they said, thinking 'do they like me?'