Keep your chin up Mupps. You are going to feel rubbish for a while, you can't turn your feelings off after 8 years. I am sure you have a good circle of friends at home and work who will support you. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get out there and have some fun, most of all don't mope around. Another man will probably walk into your life when you least expect it and he'll be 10 times better than the other guy. Eat some chocolate, I find that always helps, lol, xxx