Man advise please

[pigeon toes]

To cut a very long story short, i was kind of seeing this guy, it was constantly on and off, for almost a year. ATM it is off but i still have feelings for him and i know that he does for me aswell. I saw him recently and we had a snog, he told me he really likes me still. (we both had had a few to drink aswll tho) anyways, what do i do now? Shuld i txt him? or wait for him to txt me? (which he did the next day btw) I feel like every time were 'OFF' i want it to be 'on'. but when it's ON i want it to be 'Off'!! This has been going on for so long now and i never know if i want us to take it further, or to end it completely. (which atm i dont really want tho!) Help please

[viki_paints]

well, maybe ur used ot it always being 'off' and then 'on', and subconciously you r not wanting to be involved with this persn when u do get together as a sort of defense mechanism to stop urself getting hurt?