Do I love my girlfriend?

[sexyrussiann]

I'm beng serious here.I met me girlfriend when I was 15 and I was in a gay club. I had heard from friends that she was rich so I decide to try my luck.I had already been succesful in passing myself off as 18 to get into the club in the first place and went up to her. We got on great and the realtionship grew,she thought I was 19 and when I turned 16 I told her the truth about my age,She had grown too attached to me to let me go (although she tied very hard). I was only with her for her money and didn't even fancy her.
Now though ,3 years down the line I really think I've grown to love her.I'm confused.Am I just fooling myself

[sexyrussiann]

I have to go now. My eye is all red and has started to swell up!

[redcrx]

not your nose?

[4getmenot]

Dont quite get why you're with her for her money when you're always going on about your mum and dad being loaded, maybe you're just a greedy biatch. But as you said you think you love her now so whats the problem.

[rom]

i think you love her. you really really do.

[Dr Red]

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

[radiogaga]

hmmmmm. this isn't a difficult one.
my diagnoses is a hint of compulsivness here. it suggests lying (or in this case typing untruths)
my remedy for this situation sexyrussian, is complete abstinence from you computer for 1 year. then things will become clearer in your head.
good luck. dr radio.

[Dr Red]

Ahem, i'm the doc around here.

[radiogaga]

i only pratcice on a part time basis..particularly for such silly posts. ; )

[Dr Red]

Oh yes, Have a go at me now why don't you.
Just because i make a point. Thank you for scheisse up ruskiee's thread now it looks like its my fault.

[theonlyone]

Have you grown to love her because she earns mega bucks and keeps you in a style that you are now accustomed ?? Think you are fooling yourself and her . And i think Radiogaga was correct in his cure for you .

[caz247]

here we go again
another day in the life of walter mitty
you should have your own chat show

[Doc Spock]

Eh. who is using my name, I and only I am the true Doc.

If the rusky is really a lezzie why is she allways going on about men thinking she is pretty, which, of course she isn't.

[4getmenot]

no-one is they are called dr red

[Reverandfunk]

Jackanory.

[radiogaga]

i am no doctor more than the ruskie's a high class hooker/ drug addicted poor soul that she/he proffeses to be.
but at least i can admit it. apologies Dr red, Dr spock.
radio.

[sexyrussiann]

I'm a bit better now but still got a headache. Yes I think I love her but then do I just love her for the lifestyle that she gives me? On second thoughts if I didn't love her I wouldn't go on and on and on about her on here everyday!

[4getmenot]

well there is that. But if you dumped her you'd still have that lifestyle as you said your parents give you that. So who cares

[redcrx]

you go on about yourself more than you go on about her. And if you do mention her its usually her wage or her career

[sexyrussiann]

My parents earn about 120,000 each p.a but although that is comfortable you can hardly call it rich. And anyway we don't get on so I would rather bite my own arm off then ask them for money!

[caz247]

why do you feel the need to relive your
groundhog day on here ?
is your life that boring or is the fantasy you live in
boring