Hey All

[dizmouk2009]

Hey, I'm feeling lonely at the moment.

I don't know if AB allows this but here's my mobile number. Someone txt me and talk to me.

I know it's highly unadvised to post your mobile number but let's be right, it's me. I'm already messed up!

Thanks,
Dizmo

[dizmouk2009]

07845 658847

[Zacs-Master]

Best to talk on here dizzy. Just join in with the usual bull...

[Zacs-Master]

How did it go with the second panel?

[dizmouk2009]

ED you might as well remove this as well, I'm going out. Nothing against you or the policies but **** ****

[Mamyalynne]

Diz, never a good idea to put your number here - it was bound to go.

Sad the hear you are in a lonely place, and also that you did not get the help you appealed for last week, any more news on that?

[dizmouk2009]

No they did **** all, and I'm getting sick of it all. I keep doing stupid things and for some reason never seem to get anything right. I decided to walk 80 miles to try and find my wife. After falling in the canal and getting hit by a car I'm still standing and breathing. Why the hell is that?

[ummmm]

Bloody hell Diz. Are you injured?

[Zacs-Master]

Where are you now?

[dizmouk2009]

I think I may of broke a toe or two. By the way my mum doesn't know about that either so shush. I spend most nights sleeping rough

[dizmouk2009]

I'm at home but I'm going out in a bit. I need to get out, another night out in the middle of nowhere.

[ummmm]

Why? Why are you sleeping rough?

[Zacs-Master]

Have you tried the Samaritans? No, I'm not joking.

[DTCwordfan]

Fate, Diz; fate showing you the way forward.

Have you tried your doc so as to get you some counselling or support to get you through this.....there's us and folk like the Sammies too if it gets to feel a little too much.

[dizmouk2009]

Because I don't want to be here ummmm. The samaritans are useless, not to mention it isn't free to ring them from a mobile.

[cupid04]

Loneliness is a terrible thing.Loneliness is being among your friends and relations and still feeling lonely. I feel for you. Big hugs from cupid04. x

[ummmm]

Read some of his other posts, DT.

[dizmouk2009]

I've been through everyone. Mental Health care (primary and secondary), Alcohol and Solvent abuse team, crisis team and hospitalisation. I'm still waiting appointments. It's a ****'ing joke.

[ummmm]

Diz - are they free from a phonebox?

[dizmouk2009]

What nobody knows, not even ummmm, well she will do now is; when I took that leap of faith and went to hospital last week I didn't just walk in and go "I want help". I decided I needed to make them know I REALLY needed help so I took an overdose. I didn't want to use anymore of the NHS's services by ringing an ambulance so I got the bus (2 busses, 1hr 30minute journey). I walked (I say walk, it was more of a stumble and stutter) in and told them everything. I was released 7 hours later even after mentioning my problems.

[dizmouk2009]

0845 number so no.