It'll happen Petal~flower when you least expect it. I'm 38 i've had a few relationships been engaged years ago but just couldn't seem to find the one i wanted to settle down with. Then i met my fiance at work he was my boss lol he started a couple of years after me. So it does happen when you least expect it.
Right Petal...!! The new you starts right now...you are a great,beautiful person and anyone would be lucky to have you!! Stop the negativity NOW!! Only you can do that.