Have Being A? Smallest Hardest Crossword

[Anvil1]

Smallest hardest crossword
I have a? For have being can you help please

[Svejk]

as?

[Mamyalynne]

Am

[fiction-factory]

am?

[dannyk13]

Am

[MargoTester]

Am?

[fiction-factory]

I don't get the clue though. Why 'have'?

[Mamyalynne]

I have being.....

I am

[Svejk]

Terrible 'expression', imo.

[dannyk13]

2d is LM(Lumen

[fiction-factory]

Thanks. I don't think I have ever heard anyone say "I have being" though

[Mamyalynne]

I was attempting to explain what 'am' means, I don't say it either.

[Mamyalynne]

Definitions of am
am1
Definitions
verb

(æm ; unstressed əm )
(used with I) a form of the present tense (indicative mood) of be1

[Mamyalynne]

Cogito ergo sum

[fiction-factory]

I can see that I am could be I be (though it sounds like something only a Wurzel would say- "I be milking the cows") but I "have being" just seems odd.
Anyway, that must be the answer- I still think the clue is odd

[Anvil1]

Thank you very much everybody

[fiction-factory]

I have being happy to help