grid one 7 across repulse [5] -----, 10 across mesmerise/enchant [7]-------, 4 down read/glance through,[6]------,5 down ponder [7] -----n- grid 2,18 across deride/ridicule sarcastically,[8] s-t-----,14 down self-respect,[7],---r-t-,15 down boisterous partying,[7],---w-r-,19 reveal/disclose,[6]--o-r-,