loopy lass, I've just given a really long answer to this question but unfortunately it seems to have gotten lost in the ether somewhere.
In essence I congratulated you on your attitude to completeing crosswords by yourself and not acting like some members ,( asking for help on the morning of publication), this is most commendable.
However, it can take some time to get the hang of the cryptic questions, so don't be afraid to ask if you're really stuck, and I'm sure you will improve.
Best of luck in future attempts.