SLINKYKATE (i) Angel hugs to you (i) Keep hanging on in there, like a bat. Bea is hanging on in there like a bat,too :-) You are not alone. Heart goes out to you. Just like Lie-in-King said it is a privelege to be part of such a caring community- most of us puzzlers here have kind sweet hearts, for sure. Take excellent care of you! Live life to the fullest you can with all you can every day for life is precious whatever challenges come our way. So be courageous come what may. By the way, my heroes are the late Helen Keller, Christopher Reeve + Dr Norman Cousins who all lived their lives extraordinarily even with their big big challenges.
Be brilliant come what may! Hope you win something soon, too!
Hugs, Bea :-)