There is no conflict between Christianity and paganism anyway. The Jesus story is merely a re-telling, in a Jewish context, of the pagan god-man story that had been flourishing for centuries in most Mediterranean countries. I have no room here to give all the details but here are a few appetisers:
� The god-man was the son of God who came to earth as a redeemer, was born to a human virgin in lowly circumstances and was visited, at his birth, by shepherds from nearby fields. And so on � 12 disciples, turning water into wine at a wedding and all the other �Jesus� miracles.
� The pagans had a 3-day festival at Easter time to celebrate their god-man�s resurrection from death on the third day.
� Another pagan ritual was The Lord�s Supper where the wine represented the god-man�s blood and the bread his body.
� � He who will not eat of my body and drink of my blood, so that he will be made one with me and I with him, the same shall not know salvation�, attributed to Jesus in the gospel of John (6.56), was an earlier saying of the god-man Mithras.
So don�t worry. All religions are mere fantasy anyway, so it doesn�t matter which one you elect to join as long as you do no harm to anyone.