Why Does Suicide Feel Like A Safety Net For Me If Things Get Any Worser In My Life?

[anon1990]

It feels completely normal to me because I'm scared in case my life actually gets any worser and more stressful than it is now.

I have had constant thoughts recently about jumping in front of a train.

[friedgreentomato]

anon have you been to the doctors and are you on any medication?

[woofgang]

anon, why are you not responding to posters on your other posts?

[douglas9401]

If you're serious this is not the place to find the answer.
Get proper medical help today, I don't think you'll need an appointment.

[Bert]

Do not jump in front of a train. That is such a selfish way to commit suicide. Think of the train driver, who will be badly affected even though he could do nothing to prevent it. If you must top yourself, do it in private, so the only people who will be affected will be your friends and relatives.

[vulcan42]

anon, if your questions are genuine, why don't you post them under the right heading? asking about suicide under sport seems most inappropriate.

[anon1990]

I'm suffering very badly now because I don't know who I am anymore, suffering currently from identity crisis and I have lost faith in most of humanity.

[maggiebee]

Why don't you give Samaritans a ring. Their service is 24/7 and completely confidential. They are all well trained and will help you explore your feelings.
Telephone number is in the telephone directory or look on-line.

[Mamyalynne]

At times when we can no longer see a future or a chance at happiness then suicide seems an option - best thing is you are questioning it. You need to thrash this out with a counsellor rather than deal with it alone.

[SirOracle]

I agree with maggiebee and would urge you to phone the samaritans as soon as you can. Also I would urgently seek medical advice.

Put visiting Mosques etc on the back burner for the time being.

[AB Editor]

http://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us

Samaritans: 08457 90 90 90

[ChillDoubt]

anon1990,
You need to make a call NOW to the Samaritans:

08457 90 90 90

[wolf63]

The longer you let all your worries bounce around in your head the worse they will feel. You need to get a professional to help you work through why you are feeling like this and how you can tame your brain.

The demons can ruin your life if you let them - get help now (when you are young) please. I wish I had received treatment when I was your age. Maybe I would actually be enjoying life now and not just existing, living from one disaster to another.

[Old_Geezer]

Many may have such thoughts, thankfully most realise that life has its downs and its ups and if one sticks in there things eventually get better; and then they are glad they didn't go through with anything rash.

Strange to consider that a safety net for surely nothing could be less safe. One needs to avoid just looking for any way out of one's present mental state, and look instead to ways to cope in the meanwhile.

Try not to take the burden of the world as your own personal thing to shoulder. It isn't reasonable. You can not expect others to act as you do, some will do better, others worse, and for sure you'd not want everyone to act better than yourself, so one has to accept the range of human beings we have.

As for identity, you are who you are, why do you need to categorise yourself ? And why should you feel saddened if you can't ? Try to accept and prioritise the things that really matter.

[wolf63]

^^^^^^^^

Wise words OG.

:-)