Not suicidal or anything, just bored.
Isnt life at least to hold some promise of a better future?
One day dissolves into another and before you know it decades have gone by? 50 in a few months and mid life crises is hitting me on the head!
Appreciate now , time goes so quick , in ten years you will look back and think I was only 50 then why didn't I appreciate that more !
I think living in the present is the most important thing
maybe there's a clue in the job you did with your friend: you ike working towards a goal and feel a bit flat when it's achieved? Would it help to set up a project of some sort?