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That's perfectly fine Mammy - but you would be the only one that I could have sorta felt at ease with this problem I have had for some quite time that I contacted Samaritans. But not to worry - I do know it can be struggle with your eyes I am very aware of that - no worries at all xx
I don't know of any sibling, loads of friends, cousins that I could tell this too without IT going to the root/cause which then could make more mayhem. But I;ll get through it - have done for years. x