Darn

[queenofmean]

After yesterdays almighty high, I feel like I've dropped a great height.

I have no motivation today and I'm due to start work in 45 minutes, I just want to crawl back into my jammies and watch a good Old Film.

Hope you are all well.

Q x

[Patsy33]

I feel like that most days QoM. It's just one of those days! x

[-SharonA-]

Freezing outside so I would be inclined to join you!!

[queenofmean]

It is Patsy, but I think I know what it could be. Its been a year since we cremated my mum and I'm all hormonal so I'm up one minute and down the next - who'd be a woman.

Hope you are keeping ok xx

[queenofmean]

It isn't half Sharon! My car is still covered in frost!

The more the merrier lol but I was off last week so I'd best go to work :(

[ummmm]

Awww...days like these are always hard.

[queenofmean]

They are ummmm. But I am trying to make the best out of it, trying to get back into things I enjoy.

[ummmm]

I turn into a useless mess on my dads anniversary and his birthday. I think about him daily but the date has a massive impact on me. My household humour me, luckily.

[queenofmean]

I struggled on the day she passed away and seemingly today is also going to be a day where I struggle. Her birthday I was ok with but Christmas was hard. But it's good that your family keep you going :)

[Patsy33]

Emotional health affects your physical health too it seems. Feel better soon.xx

[ummmm]

Yes, family are very important. They understand.

[queenofmean]

It does Patsy but I am doing hard to sort that out. I appreciate there will be blips here and there but I'll get there - I always do. Thank you :)

[ummmm]

Sometimes you just have to go with the flow and if you feel like a good sob for yourself just have a sob.

[RandyMarsh]

my daughter crumbles 3 times a year as well, mums birthday, mothers day and anniversary of her death. Write today off and treat yourself.

[ummmm]

I forgot about fathers day. That one gets me too.

[queenofmean]

I did ummm and frequently do.

I will do Randy...after work I'm going home make dinner and have a nice hot bath and pamper :)

[ummmm]

It's good for you.

My daughter said to me the other day "do you still cry when you hear nans song"

Me - "I don't know, I don't listen to it"

(she puts it on)

Me - "Yes, turn it off"

[Smowball]

When my mum was dying (she was only 59) she would always have the radio on in the background as she hated silence. The last thing she said before she went into a coma was that she loved me and a certain really emotional song was playing. Two years later we were on holiday abroad and sitting in a bar talking to a couple and this record came on. I literally fell apart in front of everyone. Still do whenever I hear it. Thinking of you queenie xx

[queenofmean]

Aww ummmm and Smow :(

Mum never had a favourite song - least not that I'm aware of. But I can tell you I have NEVER been able to watch Barcelona since she passed away.

[ummmm]

It wasn't my nans favourite song. It was what was played at her funeral.