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[queenofmean]

Today would have been her birthday.

So if you are looking in Happy Birthday mum, love you loads.

I've struggled with a lot the last few weeks as no doubt some of you know. All I've really wanted is her. But I know she is with me, I get it all the time how much I'm like her and how much I sound like her, look like her etc. So she hasn't really gone.

People said writing helps so I'm going to start writing again but in the mean time I just want her and you all to know I'm ok. Haven't killed dad, finally getting the message through that Toast is NOT a substitute for a meal, but I'm failing in trying to get him to keep the house tidy. Give him his dues where the hoover is concerned he does a grand job but there is more to housework than that. I enjoy completing her 'Crossies' like normal on a Sunday evening and I've rekindled my love of Country music.

I miss her more than I'd care to say but whatever she's doing I hope she has an amazing Birthday.

[queenofmean]

Thank you Marval :) x