Yes I had the pill rather than be put to sleep, which I thought would be better. However this for me was not the case. You put in a pessary to soften and open the cervix and you have to lay down for a few hours, in that time you may then start to feel pains like period pains but PAINFUL, everytime you go to the toilet the nurses needed to know because they give you a bed pan type bowl that fits over the toilet to catch it, I had no idea that this is what would happen and I stupidly thought that i would just have one visit to the loo and that was it but it took about five separate visits to the toilet,I was in the clinic for about 6 hours involving quite a lot of blood and clots, each time with a nurse outside waiting to examine it, and of course you can't help but look and that is extremely harrowing. And when they tell you 'yes that was it' , I honestly believe that even if you are soo relieved because the pregnancy really wasn't for you or you were frightened, you cannot help but cry for the baby and yourself and wonder how in this day and age did you ever get here. Sorry if this seems a bit graphic or maybe even too personal but I wanted to tell it like it is, I was in a very comfortable private clinic which for me helped. But 10 years later I have two beautiful girls 6 and 4 and I would be a liar if I said I constantly think about it because I dont but I do sometimes wonder what if ? and what's even worse is the father of my girls who I am very much with was the father of that baby and we had only just got together and were just not in a position to have a baby. But if it's just a money thing or you are worried what people will think please, please, think long and hard about termination. If and when you finally become a mother you will know exactly what I mean, there is no love like it in this world. Hope you are ok and do what's right for you. x