Thank you for your suggestion Mexican18 - I’ve just read a synopsis of the book you mentioned. While it does sound good, right now it hits on a subject that is still quite raw for me.
I’ll add it to my list for something to read further down the line though for a time when the dust has settled.
I haven’t batted an eyelid about it Tone...although I did go skyting across the icy patch where it used to sit earlier and did wish it was still there for safety reasons