/////Do you ever put your head in your hands and despair?////
No never. I have become immune to violence of children, torture, the loss of respect in society, of which we have supposed to be experiencing reform based on the production of a less violent society.
Psychiatrics, social services, the abolition of physical methods of reprimanding children in parental management.....all attempts to improve our society.
I have experienced no improvement....quite the opposite.
Do I ever despair ? Never.