//I asked him if I'm still allowed to attend.//
What? He's on the other side of the world, permanently, and you're asking him if it's OK to go out next week.
Wise up. What you have here is not a relationship. You exchange words over the internet and that's it. Why on Earth you should ask his permission to go out is astounding. You've no need to compromise with this individual over anything. Just do what you like, get out in the real world to meet people. You might enjoy it.