I Could Kill For A Bottle Of Vodka Right Now....

[nailedit]

But somehow finding the strength not to after todays event.

A couple of weeks ago i would have been wasted by now.

 

 

 

[TheWinner]

stay strong nailedit.

[ToraToraTora]

Hang in there me old china, don't waste what you have achieved so far. it'll pass.

[nailedit]

4 days out of detox and then sit holding my nephews hand while he dies, its been a tough day not just for me but all the family that were with him obviously. I know they will all be having a drink now and I cant (won't).

Life seems to have a way of testing you at times...

[Ellipsis]

Keep having the strength to live life while you can ...

[ToraToraTora]

Tough day but if you get past this then you can get past the rest. Stay strong, we are all willing you on.

[roopower]

You certainly are being tested and you are passing the tests. Keep at it. You really could have done without this one, I'm sorry about your nephew.

[237SJ]

Physically detoxing in hospital is the first part of your recovery but the hard part is living with your feelings without numbing them with alcohol. Try to stick with it and get support from people, even if it is with AA which you have eschewed in the past.

[Rosie29]

You ve done so well at this terribly testing time.   Thinking of you  x

[Cloverjo]

Well done, Nailedit. Keep holding on 

[calmck]

Condolences to you and the family. He is at peace now, out of pain and able to have had his family close by.

Have a sparkling water with ice and lemon. Stay strong and talk to someone if you need to.

[ferlew]

You've done amazingly well so far, rooting for you here :)

[jourdain2]

Life seems to know when and how to hit.  You are doing brilliantly. You could sit and hold his hand - you weren't half-seas-over and could give that comfort.  

You can do it; we  know you can.  🙂 Hang on.

[Canary42]

We're all still here, willing you to succeed in you trial.  So sorry to hear about your dreadful experience, but stay strong sir, stay strong.  We're all still rooting for you.

[haras2]

I think today's harrowing events, however much pain and grief they brought you, have been such a tough test so early on your journey that you should be really proud of getting through the day and when the next battle looms, you will maybe be able to recall that you beat it the last time and that it is something to build on.

I haven't explained all this as well as I wanted to but I do wish you well in everything  :-)

[nailedit]

Thanks all.

its been an emotional day and temptation is strong right now.

just needed to vent a little.

 

[Giggsie]

Stay strong nailedit hard test to try but you will beat it. 

[puzzled54]

You stayed strong for your nephew and sister, now stay strong for yourself

[rowanwitch]

It's ok to feel.... Hard lesson to learn accepting you need to learn to live through the really difficult stuff rather than blocking it out.  Those feelings may feel like they will overwhelm you but they will pass and trust me you will still be standing.  

[Arksided]

Good on you fella, you have my full support especially when times are rough, I've seen it first hand and have my full respect on your Journey. Xx