Seriosly Think That I'm At The End Stages Of My Life

[nailedit]

In and out of court and in and out of hospital again.

been sobber kj 5 month and fell offf th wagaon.

Im 58 next week, think ive had it..

 

[nailedit]

What The Funicular is it all about?

Its insanitty

[nailedit]

life is just insane....end offf!

[nailedit]

5 month absolute sober and got kickivd i the nuts online after trying. whata joke. what is even the point??

[jourdain2]

I'm pretty depressed myself at the moment, nailedit. Major life problems for self and family, which I don't know how to solve.... but I have no notion of not carrying on.  Eventually we'll emerge.  I'll still be crippled after my hip op, of course and always lurch around in pain now.

The same goes for you, but you can change things. 

Just a reminder that you've been sober recently, you did it and you can do it again and stick to it.  Did anyone say it was easy....remember YOU DID IT ONCE!!!!

Reae tomorrow.x

[jourdain2]

^^^ 'Read' tomorrow.

[jourdain2]

Who has 'kicked you in the nuts' online?

[nailedit]

My family jourdain.

Ignore me, im ***...

[Smowball]

Hun If it makes you feel any better I've had a terrible terrible past week (not alcohol but something else]. And I wanted to post on here but I didn't , so have just kept it all to myself . 
We are  all here to listen to you, you know that x

 

 

[david small]

R.I.P. nailedit. A sterling fellow who just gave up. Shame really as he had much more about him than he ever realised.

[Peter Pedant]

I'll still be crippled after my hip op, of course and always lurch around in pain now.

I think you had further surgery after a hip replacement - 

https://radiopaedia.org/articles/vancouver-classification-of-periprosthetic-hip-fractures?lang=gb

My brother had this. Vancouver A - the regional centre didnt want him and told the referring surgeon to stick him back with glue, sticking  plaster and a bit of voodoo. The results always seem to be terrible and the surgeon didnt  want to wreck his stats

sorry to be so jolly about this - Both my brother and I had whizzy new hip replacements. His failed: mine didnt - 15-20 y.

[Gill1941]

I'm the same as you jourdain2 crippled after 3rd hip op.

Constant pain and unable to walk unaided. Old and live alone.

Just have to get on with it. We all have our crosses to bear.

Nothing can be done for me BUT you can beat it, nailedit.

[Old_Geezer]

One falls off, one clambers back on again. Can't say I was teetotal last night either. You know you are going to have ups & downs, and 58 is no age to be imagining having had it. Pick yourself up this morning, the weather will brighten up soon and you can choose to appreciate it as being a bright day, just the sort to get on with it all once more.