Hello wizard - Any such answers must be based on faith, since the believer can no more prove the existence of God than the unbeliever can disprove it. My own faith rests on a lot of observation during many years of agnosticism. I came to believe in the end because I couldn't NOT believe. From the tone of your question I'd guess you've come across a lot of people who've tried to convert you, like it or not! My background, by the way, is Regular Army followed by working in the building trade all over the place. I only mention that to show that I've always been in the habit of looking after myself rather than leaving it all to the Almighty (whoever He is, because I don't know, and neither does anyone, I mean ANYONE else)