embarassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[hussy]

hi everybody!!!!!!!!! to be honest i need to open up but i feel like everybody is going to judge me now like im a victim!!! starting to get close to people on AB and don"t want people thinking that i am weak. Anyway.... i was just wondering if anybody was going through the same as myself? when my boyfriend of 3 yrs is drunk (sometimes sober) but usually when drunk , he is a total nightmare and is so aggressive i have to sometimes stay with a neighbour with my 2 kids as it gets so bad!! can"t take it anymore. My oldest is really affected with the violence and i feel such a failure as a mother as i am suppose to protect my children from all this crap. Went through all this sh1te when growing up, why does my kids have to go through the same??? realy need someune to talk to!!!!! xx

[hussy]

hi louisa im fine thanks (try telling my nerves that!) but i am a strong person with a bubbly personality so i always pick myself up again.... just can:t take walking on egg shells sometimes especially with children........ but the good outweighs the bad. i know there must be people out there in a lot worse predicament than myself although when it"s happening you don"t think that do you? thanks for your concern babes. xxx

[Louisa 69]

Glad your feeling a bit better. You know where we are if you need us. Take care, and never heed the ignorant ones on here.