Hey come on sweetheart, its not that bad, I know you're just so wanting to be liked and are so afraid to let yourself be real. Don't worry so much, you'll be fine. Its not nice that youve been bullied and that everyone you know thinks of you as some kind of geek, I bet you're a really nice young man who does errands for his Mum and helps old ladies across the road. Don't be so afraid. You're so obviously terrified of people. Poor sad soul. I love you, everyone on here does, take a deep deep breath and just let it go.......