Have to agree with diddabiz, though I doubt you can see it that way right now. Lots of us have been where you are right now, and found new life and better times. You prob know this, but the whiskey will soften the edges but will also keep you awake I think. But having been there myself, I know it seems like an answer. Be strong and in time you will win thru.
Seffie, I really don't know how to answer this, but you are in your twenties: your life is just starting: it shouldn't be revolving around some guy who does not appreciate you. It's really difficult for anyone to make drastic changes in their lives, but, believe me, its easier to do it now than wait until you're in your 30's or 40's. Do you not have parents or brothers and sisters or friends to whom you could turn to and perhaps move in with?........Do it now..........Don't wait.
pls pick yourself up, dust yourself down and start all over again.
Get out there again and meet someone who doesnt make you feel this way. Its difficult at first but tell yourself you CAN do it.
If you can afford it treat yourself to a holiday, yes on your own, youll meet people when you get there.
Talk to yourself, tell you rself that you deserve better.