drinking alcohol

[dot.hawkes]

I have to come on here this morning and aplogise for my behavior towards the lovely people on here last night and the night before and for every night in the past when I have intentionally upset people because I would not respond to their lovely messages and friendly banter,
My only excuses are that I drink heavily, last night I drank a litre bottle of vodka neat and followed it up with some controlled class A drugs. They don't help as i am also going through the change and this is sending me quite mad, to the point where I may well be turning into a menatlly unstable alcoholic, and of course when you then factor in my approaching dementia brought on my my advancing years, then I really think that I have nothing to worry about, as i am totally bladdered, stoned, mentally ill and don't forget, I am lying all the time,
My situation is unlikely to change, do you think by playing the sympathy card people will soon forget what a nasty vindictive witch I am and maybe try to love me simply because I make silly typing mistakes and know how to use you tube? : )))))))))))))))))))))))))

I am off to work, I put in 72 hours a week and it is like working down the pit as it is so physically demanding and I work longer and harder than anyone on the planet. Maybe this is what has led to my sad sorry life of alcohol, drug and internet addiction.

catch you later,

Bye bye from the old sad drunken drug crazed loser of ab.

[Drisgirl]

No humour in making fools out yer pals and keeping it going is there.

You could have nipped this in the bud when you saw the reaction -naw you decided to keep it going and to this day you still havent apologised to your pals for duping them,

And she will persist as she has no humility -after all she is always right and why should she apologise selectively to her friends who stuck by her -really why should her AB crown be tarnished by mere peasants?

[DottyH]

you are very spiteful, why can;t you let it go, you're replies are pointless unless you just want to be a troll and a troublemaker

[Drisgirl]

I'm, neither Dot -all who know me know I am forthright,honest and above all else loyal.

Take from that what you will.

Spiteful -never ever -but as i said before if you find a cap and it fits..............................