2 am gone.

[jacko50]

ok it has gone 2am , i am sat here writing on a screen, i do not know anyone personally but i still find a strange urge to comunicate with you ,why? i know some people through this medium but do not really know you ,so why do i not just go to bed? what differance would it make to my life?. but i still wait for a reply,and i have to admit that i get a good feeling when someone replies to me ,but i still do not know why. am i sad, lonely or what. i could leave now and go and cuddle my wife who i love very mutch, but instead i sit here waiting for a reply that makes no differance to my life whatsoever.

[jacko50]

i would like to be able to give you advice red but in this day and age you could turn out to be the victim if you tried to help, i once worked for the police/prison service and saw many a case in the courts where the female withdrw all charges from her attacker. on the other hand the person who is doing the attacking could turn on you, you could phone the police but they always say they are busy and may be able to fit you in one day next week so the only solution i see is to make as many people in your area aware of the problem and then you all go to see what is happening mob handed ,best of luick .

[figure]

Hello and good morning Jacko!

When on here, AB, I think subconsciously we've all come to expect some sort of reply; whether it's pleasantries, banter or argument. I imaging just signing on here would be a bit of cyber socialising, and I believe most of us who visit here look forward to that. Otherwise some of us would not bother logging on, or visiting.

I too look forward to visiting AB.

[Ice.Maiden]

Everything's cool, jacko. I think most people enjoy chatting to others, whether it's through a place like this, or out in the real world.
Hi Figure! x

[jacko50]

hi figure, are you well? ice i am ok honest, i have had these feelings for years , it just seems that everything is going ok so something bad will happen to make you feel bad again. having said that you may be pleased to know that it has already passed now and i am feeling fine again.(nutter or what)

[figure]

Hello Icy! Hope all is good your way. x

Looks like Jacko went to cuddle with his wife, bless him.

[Ice.Maiden]

No - glad you're brightening up a bit. I guess I don't have much time to sit and dwell on things, even if something's made me feel down/sad. I'm an optimist, so maybe that's why I am as I am. I think it's best to just take each day as it comes, and when things go wrong - well, it's the same for everyone really, isn't it? x

[jacko50]

no i put leonard cohen i my cd and that cheered me up. my wife always wakes up when i go to bed and she tells me off the next day for staying up taking to you lot till 3 in the morning.

[Ice.Maiden]

Brilliant!!!! My husband tells ME off for staying up on here as well!
Maybe the LC's depressing you jacko!!!! OMG! I've heard he can, but as i told you, I love the stuff he does.

[Ice.Maiden]

What's that track...ohhh!!!! Forgotten......about staring into a mirror? I'm sure you know which one I'm on about. Doh....

[jacko50]

that may be my problem ice i am a fully paid up member of the pessamistic club, i always think that things will not go right, i always look for problems before they arise, holidays,birthdays ,daytrips whatever i always think they will go wrong. however all is not lost as my family take the pish and tell me to chill so they keep me grounded,please do not think i am on the verge of doing something stupid, far from it i am happy being this way ,after all it takes all types does it not/

[Beetledewz]

You crave this site endlessly when it's good.
Then perhaps you lose interest or it changes and you move on. I was an avid poster. Now I pop in from time to time for an exchange of wits, twits or banter.

Enjoy it however it pans out for you.

[jacko50]

ice, that sounds like the strangers song. when you look ,it is you my love ,you who are the stranger.

[jacko50]

beetlledews, calm down i do not crave this site , friday night is the only time i bother these days, anyway lets exchange some twits.(:

[Ice.Maiden]

Thanks for that.

[Ice.Maiden]

Oops! Clicked submit before I meant to!
No - you're right jacko - it takes all sorts, of course. My mother tends to be as you are. Odd really. She's full of confidence, but still manages to either spot the down side to something, or over-worries about stuff. No prob, though.

[jacko50]

thanks everyone, i really must go to bed now so be good and i hope to speak to you all soon , may your god bless you.

[Ice.Maiden]

And yours. Sleep well - xx