Waiting for the phone to ring

[bigmamma]

I have been trying to keep myself from crying this morning but the more I try .....I thought it was going to be easier this year . My dear sister passed away on this date St Patricks Day and I do miss her so much . I still expect my phone to ring with her voice on the other end.
I can't get to her grave with flowers as I have no transport .I can't stop my heart from feeling so heavy this morning .

[weeal]

mamma, this bunch is for you sweetie ...

http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1243/1041811244 _de828aaa68_o.jpg

[Drisgirl]

Aww BM hun -i'm sorry I have just came on.I'm sorry-what a dreadful day for you -my heart goes out to you and theres a big cuddle coming your way ((( x)))).
The flowers are such a special idea -you will now be able to look at them as a symbol of rememberance.TC xxxxx

[tiggerblue10]

Awwww Bigmamma, I've just this second seen your post. I'm so sorry for your loss. Its very sad when a certain eventful day can turn into a huge loss for a family. I know someone who lost their mother on Chritsmas Day several years ago and they don't celebrate Xmas because of the painful memories.

I hope you, and your sister feel a bit better now and that Porsche giving you lots of love and hugs. Take care BM, thinking of you sweetie xxxxxxxx (((hugs)))

[bigmamma]

Wow , I am so overwhelmed at all the lovely friends I have posting specially thoughtful words for me , I can't begin to tell you how much you have helped , as always .
Thank you weeal sweets , what beautiful flowers :-)
Hello and thank you so much Dris , and tigger , bless .
xxxxxx

Ice , and cruella , I have replied to your special emails and want to thank you again . xxxxxx

[helliebobs]

Hi bigmamma, only just seen this as well, hope today hasn't been too hard for you, sending you big hugs. x

[bigmamma]

Hello helliebobs hun , I'm feeling a lot brighter thank you .
What a lovely hug , :-) xxxxx