Hi guys

[Goodsoulette]

Well my littlest chap is now asleep on the sofa after what has been my worst moment of parenting ever.

This morning I had a gall stone attack at about 6 am. I managed somehow to get J ready for school and asked my neighbour to take him. Once that was out of the way I took some pain killers which included 60mg of codeine. I then appeared to have passed out. A woman I know walked past my house and said that she saw my youngest, Evan, at the window and she waved at him.

Then half an hour later, she sees him running across the road in front of car, having removed the bottom half of his clothing, and heading into the shop on a sweety hunt. She ran over to get him, brought him back to my house but as I was passed out couldnt wake me or get in.

I was subsequently woken by a policewoman, as at first they thought I was dead. I then babbled that I had taken some pills and the tried to explain that it was medication. The police then searched my house whilst I phoned my parents in tears and they left informing me that they would putting a report in.

I cant get over what could have happened, he could have been run over and I would been that awful mum who some people on here show no mercy! and I am dreading a visit from social services. Has anyone got any idea what's going to happen now.

[bensmum]

I am sure it will be fine goodsoulette but I can understand how worried you feel. Your doctor can confirm what medication you need should it come to that but it might be worth asking if there is anything else you can take. The problem is that you need a strong painkiller for a gallstones attack (I know from experience) and they do tend to knock you out.

[Goodsoulette]

Spoken to my doctor and there is nothing suitable for me to take. I can;t take NSAIDs so that screws that option. He has very kindly said he will put together a letter to suggest that my surgery should be priority as I am a single mum . It was also suggested that every time I have an attack I should go to hospital and try and get in through the back door.

Thanks soo much for your answers, everyone has been really kind. Some of my neighbours have even been round to say I should be amazed that he was bright enough to find his way to the sweet shop on his own. I suppose they have a point.

[4getmenot]

glad to hear it. xx

[Drisgirl]

I know i'm at the tail end GS but you must have been scared witless hun.You have done exactly the right thing by being proactive -please done beat yourself up about this.It'll take a few days for the 'what ifs' to pass but they will - promise.I just would love to see you healthy again -you have really had it tough.
Take Care xxx

[Macsilk]

Awww bless you!! I am sure you will be fine. Its so nice to see all the kind comments on here for you, that must make you feel a little better. There are some lovely replies there. Hope you are ok.
Mac