Nothing. I have children & nothing could happen to me that would make me want to put them through the hell of knowing their mum killed herself, leaving them to cope with the aftermath. Neither could I do it to my parents.
In my blackest times, and there have been some very black, that is something that has never crossed my mind, even fleetingly. Thank the Lord for that. And it must be terrible for those who do genuinely feel like that.
No point phoning as I don't answer. Am already 'over-the-edge' that's Y am here......for some fun and lol. If the site closed down - disaster/horror/calamity/cataclysm/catastrophe/tragedy!