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thank you that gives me some hope...I know the more I try and want it the more it wont happen its sods law! Im so happy that you finally got a wee baby she must be so precious to you. Im trying hard not to become one of thoes annoyingly obsessive women who talk about nothing but babies so as I said no one even knowes I was pregnant after the first not even my mum its hard keeping it to myself but my young brother (21) is in afganistan right now and has went through some awful times and I just try to put things in perspective , ok so if I dont have a baby I can help others children mabey fostering or adoption. I have a good life and Im happy, it sounds silly but I just desperately want to make my husband happy as hes longing for a baby, and I know he loves me now matter what and some women arent so lucky as me. I almost feel worse for him than Ii do myself and he only thinks he lost one baby and actually Ii have lost 3. I hope you have a wonderfulk timw with your little girl x